Monday, November 30, 2009

A Near death experience....


While in sleep I felt a sudden pain in my back... it isn't pain.. it is as if some creature is moving there... it moved pretty fast as i am moaning in pain... it moved till toe and then to my neck..

It is intolerable now... I curl myself and fall off bed....

And this moves to my leg... and starts dragging me... my mom comes running to me and she is crying... this thing is dragging me by my leg... away from her... I look at her and scream "no i don't want to go"...

I try to hold the stairs on my way... still screaming "I don't want to go...." I become helpless now.. it gives me a big jerk.. and my hands let go the stairs....

She is still crying and running behind me... and now I give up.. i thought I had to go.... so to make her happy, I want to tell her that "its God"..... but then my tongue becomes too heavy to control..I become desperate ..I want to hold my tongue in my hand and lift it but its too heavy... I can't speak those words.... and tears roll out of my eyes out of helplessness....

As a last resort... I want to scream... I give all my energy and scream.... this sound falls on my ears and I wake up. Thank God it was dream... but the thought thats bothering me since then is .. what if I had not screamed?

1 comment:

cacography said...

the thoughts that bothering me since then is ...

Wish it was not a dream ! ! !